Senior Life

Today is semesters, and it's my last first year of school in high school. Some of my classmates are graduating early, and I'm really saddened by this because I've known them since middle school. I wish that I would be able to be friends with them. It saddens me that I barley have bff's in my own grade.

Whenever I see my former teachers, I would think, what are their names? When did I know them? What did they teach? I would ask that every single time. A lot of students could name their teachers from preschool to present. But I could not remember any single one besides my 2nd grade teacher and my present teachers. It's really sad because I was a stuck up teacher's pet, and I barley know my teachers anymore. Is that a natural thing to do? Just to forget about your adolescence years just like that?

I could not believe that tomorrow would be the last day of school for Christmas Break and I only have 5 months of my senior life left. And I don't know what to sign up for in my schedule that I would really love! I just signed up for pointless things like Culinary Arts and Socialology. I also have 2 choir classes, study hall, orchestra, English IV, Financial Literacy, and Play Production. I should of signed up for physics, AP Pshycology, Anatomy, and pre-calculas. But I didn't. I didn't because I am so bad at math that I almost failed Algebra II and had to switch teachers. My senior life is pointless. I cannot wait until college because of the classes. I want to take some musically inclined classes and learn to conduct and learn to compose music more effectivly.